life can be great with nth gg ryte.. bt it'll be better with evrything gg ryte..

2008-04-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

如果时间可以停留

那么人们永远都不会知道未来会是着么样的

如果时间可以倒流

那么每一天每一分每一秒就不会如此的珍贵

如果可以从新选择

我还是会从蹈覆辙继续走现在再走的路

2008-02-20T11:52:00.002+08:00

With devil's wings i take you

On an angelic journey in this life

Against people's disapproval glance

We make our way

Towards the paradise only we share

Every little steps bring us a little closer

Every ticking of seconds sync our heartbeat nearer

Every quarrel we had, a lesson learnt

Every dumb things we did, an enjoyable moment

All the care n concerns from you are all precious memories to me

And i hope the same goes for you =))

2008-02-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Happy cny ppl!!

ok... noe tt its a lil too late to wish every one on chu 6 bt still..
its the tots tt counts ya.. hehz....

so yep.. as u all may or may not notice...
blog is officially re-open..

anw.. still working at hp...

life's pretty boring nowadays n onli look forwards to wk ends...

anw.. gg to go for lunch nw..

ciaoz ppl

2008-01-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

there's a change in me..

or rather i'm experiencing a change..

like a caterpillar in a cacoon..

will i turn out to be a butterfly leading ppl into heaven

or one tt brings ppl to hell??

i dare not think......

2008-01-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

传说虽然已经过去

但留下来的会是美好的回忆

我会带着您教会我的一切

跟着现在的她走到永远

因为我已决定把我的所有都与她分享

虽然不知道您还记不记得

但那首歌不会再有人懂了

最后，那个约定我想我们都遵守不到了

我会带着我的幸福一直走下去

我相信您一定也能做得到的

再见了朋友!!

2007-10-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

one day i might forget all the old frenz and buddies..
when tt day comes... would i be forgotten by them too??
negatives tots are racing through my mind
and there doesn't seems to be any way to shut them off..
whr have the optimistic instinct within mi went??
pls let me find u before i break down.. zzzz

2007-10-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

COMMUNICATION!!!
The shortest distance between 2 person..
Yet so little people realise its importance..
Its impossible to noe wat the other person's thinking without communicating..
Even babies who couldn't talk try to get their msg across by crying..
So y can't we, who have already gained the ability to talk communicate better??

Is this because we're afraid to let the other person noes how we feel??
but why is there a need to be afraid??
cause if we let ppl noe wat we're feeling we'll be weaker??
i dun think tt's the case..
cause we're scared it might hurt the other's feeling??
but if u dun tell them wat u feel,
they might take the wrong step and end up getting even more hurt..

every now and then, there will be friction between ppl..
friction causes heat, if we leave it as it is
it'll burn, causing ppl to be angry/ hate/ have negative tots with each other
and all this is due to either lag of communication/ mis-communication..

OK... maybe this is crap to some ppl but its actualli wat i realli feel
and it can't be judged to be ryte or wrong
coz feelings are nv meant to be judged..

2007-10-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

went back to sch ytd
been such a long time since i went into a lecture
i realli missed the times we 4 hang out tgt in sch:
in lectures, in canteen, skipping lectures and gg out..
and its not juz u guys i assure u..
i oso feel like quitting hp n going back to sch to join u all..
but cnt lahz.. hahaha!! like tt means i needa repeat 1 sem lehz.
not onli tt horz.. oso means hp alexandra there got no more intern den they cfm v bz der lorz..
n oso means tt joey will have to do proj with a guy whom we both nv see b4..
so u all see lahz... i quit n go back the impact v big ryte...
haha... abit crappy n dunno wat i saying myself.. =x

oh ya!! tiger!!! sorry lehz... forget ask u to pon and go back sch tgt.. realli sorry lehz..
dun scold mi horz.. i apologise liaoz... but i think will got a nxt time lahz..
nxt time remind mi to ask u lehz... =p..

oh ya.. i gt impt thing to do now.. so... tts for now.. nxt time blog more...

2007-10-06T04:16:00.000+08:00

ryte.. here come the post..

i had realli wanna blog abt the sad events but realise i'd rather keep it private..
lol... so if i eva tell any1 of u privately, as usual, its a secret yeah... =)

Love's such a pain in the ass!!!!
makes mi feel so STUPID to actualli do wat i did
rah!!!! loving ppl is so tiring!!!!
i'm realli realli tired and feeling frigging stupid now...
(ok.. i realised i'm kinda repeating myself)
i not gonna be worried abt any1 (except maybe granny) anymore...
i swear upon my half leo's pride!!!!

2007-09-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

alryte.. i've gta admit
i miss those ppl who dares to speak out their feelings
the way they talk without considering how i feel..
i've gta admit tt i feel pissed when they talk like tt
BUT.. its through this tt i learnt..

ppl nowadays are always beating abt the bush n not getting to the point..
i'm getting sick of this..
from now on.. i'm gonna go "G" style.. hehz..

aniwayz.. the gal i like probably doesn't have any feelings for mi and probably likes some1 else..
but it doesn't matters i guess..
as the old saying goes, liking some 1 doesn't means u've gta be with him/her..
as long as she's happi, i'll be fine coz nth cheers mi up more than her smile
n i probably will do anythng juz to see her smile..

so gal!! i noe u won't be seeing this.. but i'll pray for the day whrby u find ur happiness and stay happi always..

ciaoz ppl...

2007-09-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

if a rock is standing in your way, smash it and move on
if a ghost is standing in your way, cleanse it and move on
if a demon is standing in your way, slay it and move on
if a god is standing in your way, crush it and move on

but if an emotional knot is in your way, can you simply cut it and move on??

ponders...

ponders ponders...

still pondering....

shucks.. getting no ans.... some 1 pls!!!!

give mi an answer!!!!!!!!

2007-09-24T20:46:00.001+08:00

You are Gold Raccoon, who is modest, and your rather round appearance makes you look gentle and kind.

You will not show aggressiveness toward others, but instead you tend to take a passive attitude.

Nevertheless, you are full of fighting spirit inside, and will put in great effort to whatever you do.

You think highly of courtesy, honesty, diligence, and perseverance, so people around you appreciates you.

You can not leave those people who is in need of help, and therefore, you would go abroad to dig a well, or go to place of disaster as a volunteer.

You are a person of quick action.

You can make quick decisions, and are able to act fast.

You can handle perfectly those works that require speed and efficiency.

For you, social recognition and praise is not the end goal.

You think work like your hobby, and something that you enjoy doing.

You tend to come up with innovative ideas.

You have strong mentality, and will not get turned down so easily by failures and damages. Even if you fail, your recovery is quick.

i've gta admit.. this is kinda true except maybe little wrong on the part on modest n i m definitely NOT round!!!!

haha.. go to--> http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/index.html if interested..

LOL!!! kapoh-ed from zihui's blog.. =p

2007-09-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

i've heard the words tt i needed the most
i've got the strength to move on this new path tt's open to mi
but this strength is not enough
i gta train train train till i can breeze down this path
i hope its not a wrong decision
and i'll prove tt its not a wrong decision
especially not tt i've gotten support from some frenz
8 mins 30 secs?? i'll train till i can breeze through in 8 mins..
=p.. wish mi luck ppl!!! =)

2007-09-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

last fri was HP's time off..
seriously i have no idea tt companies have this kinda events..
well.. thing went on quite well n it was realli fun i guess..
thanks selina, adeline and junhong for coming up with the games.. =))

after the event went eat at dunno whr with li juan, royston, selina, rosalind and libing
den went party world..
tell u guys sth.. HP's ppl sang damn well!!!
tsk... i naturally sang the worse as usual.. lol!!!
but how do i say..
the feelings when singing with them is very different from wat i usually get
maybe coz i still have not open up to them?? *shrugs*

Ytd morning went the open hse of bukit batok firestation early in the morning
n it was realli fun..
got to wear the whole suit plus carry the breathing apparatus which weighs 12.8 kg..
den got to take a ride in the "red rhino" n oso played with the water hose..
n i realised tt the water hose is damn heavy when filled with water..
when u're juz spraying the water it seems light
but if u were to walk forward n spray the water at the same time..
u'll realise its damn hard..
guess i realli am gonna sign on to be a fire fighter and i'm realli keen on getting into dart
but till now onli afew ppl r giving mi support on this..
n the most common response i'm getting is "dun siao lahz" zzzzz
m i realli crazy??

3 yrs studying accountancy
and i noe i really do not like it now..
is wasting 3 yrs getting a diploma for nth crazy
or wasting my whole life doing sth tt i do not like crazy

ytd nyte went 3rd uncle's hse drink and eat moon cakes..
saw my couz doing is stick playing n sabre playing and i've gta admit he's good.. =)
den it was drinking time again.. zzzzz
i emo-ed, i drank, but i stopped b4 i got drunk..
bt i onli got to stopped for few mins b4 i continued drinking again
coz i realised some1's more emo than mi n well..
i dun wanna see her get drunk coz she's already abit over her
and my uncles still keep helping her fill her cup.. @#$%^&
in the end stole 1.5 cup of her drink and i realli gta thx my sista..
she oso helped to drink n i think she drank abt 1 cup oso..
which is considered alot for her liaoz coz she dun realli drink 1..
so yeah.. THX SIS!!! if not i'm gonna get more drunk.. hee
n btw.. the feeling's terrible when u get drunk while emo-ing
and i realli wanna noe who's tt idiot in history tt says wat "zui jiu xiao chou"
tt's realli crap..
the more correct phrase is " jiu ru chou chang chou geng chou"!!
i'll always bear tt in mind.. haaa

somehow i've got this feeling tt i bu xiao xing de zui till alot of ppl recently
hope i've got all ur forgiveness
n that i'm not those kind of really irritating kind of ppl to u all
P.S: everything expressed here are juz true tots n feelings n i m definitely not implying anything
guess this is the only place tt i nv lie.. =)

2007-09-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

the tv is off, the radio is off and i m kinda off..
no inspiration to talk no much inspiration to listen..
rah!!! juz no inspiration..
this world is so unfair!!!
yah yah.. i noe.. the world is nv fair..
but god/ buddha/ any immortal up there or any devils in hell..
y ain't the world eva unfair in my favour.. =x..
ryte.. this is whr my inspiration block come in..
dunno wat to say anymore.. zzz. ciaoz ppl

Joke of the day!!

2007-09-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

One day an out of work mime is visiting the zoo and attempts to earn some money as a street performer.

Unfortunately, as soon as he starts to draw a crowd, a zoo keeper grabs him and drags him into his office. The zoo keeper explains to the mime that the zoos most popular attraction, a gorilla has died suddenly and the keeper fears that attendance at the zoo will fall off. He offers the mime a job to dress up as the gorilla until they can get another one. The mime accepts.

So the next morning the mime puts on the gorilla suit and enters the cage before crowd comes. He discovers that its a great job. He can sleep all he wants, play and make fun of people and he draws bigger crowds than he ever did as a mime.

However, eventually the crowds tire of him and he tires of just swinging on tires. He begins to notice that the people are paying more attention to the lion in the cage next to his. Not wanting to lose the attention of his audience, he climbs to the top of his cage, crawls across a partition, and dangles from the top to the lions cage.Of course, this makes the lion furious, but the crowd loves it.

At the end of the day the zoo keeper comes and gives the mime a raise for being such a good attraction. Well, this goes on for some time, the mime keeps taunting the lion, the crowds grow larger, and his salary keeps going up.

Then one terrible day when he is dangling over the furious lion he slips and falls. The mime is terrified. The lion gathers itself and prepares to pounce. The mime is so scared that he begins to run round and round the cage with the lion close behind. Finally, the mime starts screaming and yelling, 'Help, Help me!', but the lion is quick and pounces.

The mime soon finds himself flat on his back looking up at the angry lion and the lion says, 'Shut up you idiot! Do you want to get us both fired?'

2007-09-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

every thing is falling apart
no strength to save it all..
it was suppose to be a simple outing, a simple gathering, a simple dinner
but everything suddenly became complicated
sighs.. forget it.. ppl changes and so did i..

it had only been such a short tyme n i think i dun even noe myself anymore..
lies after lies i've been telling in HP and i got the feeling tt i'm such a big flirt suddenli..
yucks!! so disgusted with myself.. sighs..
i can't keep giving myself all those pathetic excuses for this change..
coz if i stand strong.. nth can change mi..
sorry for any discomfort tt i've caused to anybody
or any mis-understanding(i hope there ain't any) that i've caused
but to some1 i think my feeling is true..
well.. its juz an "i think"..

Reflect reflect reflect...
hmmm.. every lessons tt i've learnt so far seems to be pointing out onli 1 thing
which is tt every1's gt to be able to stand strong even by themselves
coz nobody will always be free to be able to support u when u're feeling down
not even those closest to u.. and in some cases..
its those closest tt hurts u the most..

Ppl always say to "forgive and forget"
but well.. i can forgive but i will nv forget..
coz it ain't ez to forget lessons learnt the hard way
and i ain't going to do any foolish stunts again..

=)

2007-09-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

Finally have the tyme to come blog.. haaa
actually i think having the mood to blog is more appropriate
brushing away all the cobwebs n dust wateva in my blog.. yucks! zzzz

anyways.. working in HP is great.. the ppl there are fun and interesting.. =)
but i have to say it might not have been so good if tw wasn't there for attachment last sem
lol.. intro-ed mi to the ppl so i won't have to be so alone there

wow. juz now the whole family felt tremors except mi..
den saw on tv tt dunno whr have a v strong earthquake with magnitude 8
and there are warnings of tsunami again.. sighs..
dunno if its a good thing or not

oppps. mood gone.. so m i. ciaoz!!

2007-08-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

exams finally over but i'm feeling lost
what is this gush of feeling running all over mi??
why do i feel lost all of a sudden??
this ain't suppose to happen
i shld be happily celebrating but y ain't i doin it??

anw.. here's a brief idea of wat i've been doing this post exam period

23rd aug 07
had my last papers n went k with tiger, leader, ed n yang.
quite a weird combi but well.. who cares.. =x
guess our leader is realli v trusty.. kanna bluff by yang till dunno wat
den at nyte went leader's hse play mahjong
skills improved or deproved i dunno.. kinda suay tt day..

24th aug 07
went meet ed at amk mrt straight after mahjong session.
thx valarie(dunno spell ryte mahz) for the lift.
went eat breakfast back a fajar den go home
slp awhile den dear earnest woke mi up
grrrrr... den computered awhile
den at nyte went bro's work place to eat dinner with mum's frenz
drank again n kinda seh maybe coz not enuff slp
went home slpt till the nxt day

25th aug 07
went meet mic n ts at cck. late again
went eat b4 hitting town
went town n watched brave story
a v nice show with a somewat lame ending but i lyked it nonetheless
after tt watch evans almighty..
not v nice but oso not v not nice..
v average niaz..
but learnt from the show tt god dun give u anything juz bcoz u prayed
god only give u the opportunity to get things done.. heh..
got mi pondering for awhile..
ponder ponder..
heck..

26th aug 07
go mum der mum hse baibai
ate alot den go home
go dad der mum hse baibai again
ate abit den go home coz v full from afternoon meal.. =x
den i kinda feel lyke a bum lahz
eat ler pai pai buttock jiu go

27 aug 07
finally today liaoz
juz homed n heroes 5-ed all day
tada!!!
done!!! gg to watch ye man nai nai now
tchuss!!!

2007-08-20T19:28:00.001+08:00

a smile that brightens everything up
a frown that dampen everything nice
a laugh that hides all sad intention
a tear that washed away all facade
a hope that things will turn out alryte
an accident that makes it all go wrong
a wish that every1 can pass exams
and carry on the next chapter of our lifes

2007-08-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

tyme seems to have stop altogether ard mi
why is there such a feeling i do not noe
things suddenli seems so quiet, so serene, so peaceful
it makes mi think of the times we had
the sweet memories, the heated arguments, the bitter tears
but wats etched deep in my heart is the day of farewell
the way u bade goodbye to everything here in my room in my hse
today i tot of those events once again and i smiled
3rd yr in poly and things have changed
i'm glad we've been tgt but tt's all in the past now
though i initiated the break up i didn't get over it
ppl noes n ppl asked but to these queries i all denied
today shall be the day i admit it all
and the day i truly move on
i once said to a fren
everything in this life happened for a reason
a lesson for us to learn
its my faith tt will stand forever in my heart
thx to u i've learnt my lesson
n thx to it to make mi realise my feelings
now i stand alone on my own
and i'll strive to be strong again
perhaps 1 day when we meet again
i can prove tt i'm stronger than strong =)

2007-08-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

Zzzzz.. Super not in the mood to study.. So decided to come crap abit.. Wahahaha!!! Can't wait for nxt thurs siaz.. Its my bday plus the last day of paper lahz.. shiok!!! NOT lyke last yr.. Bday in the middle of exam.. Wahahha!!!! iya.. think i beta go study soon.. if not nxt sem rrly can go same class with corrine ler.. haaa..

seeing u smile is my best source of happiness even if the guy beside u ain't mi.. =)))

2007-08-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

alryte!!! i'm officially sick of alcohol.. for now.. =x.. somehow the taste of it still linger ard my mouth now siaz.. tsk.. such a disgusting feeling.. haaa!!! but ytd's drinking was not a v bad experience.. though cnt fish out any secrets..

Zzzzz.. so bored.. life is lifeless without fun.. if i have a time machine, i cfm go back in time kill the person who invented exam.. irritating!!! every1's in the mood for exam but i still can't get my motivation.. some1 help mi!!!! Zzzzzzz...

how i hope some it can get some life and get over with wat happen so long ago and STOP scolding mi!!! grrr.. irritant!!

2007-08-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so much happened this few days.. saw her on Nday eve/ my sista bday.. she realli changed alot.. alot pimples on the forhead.. muz be due to CCA.. hahaha!! anw.. glad to see she's happy now.. =)

Sis's bday was great.. her frenz came mahjong n crapped a lil w them. and she received a laptop as her bday gift lahz!!! so good!! but currently i'm the 1 using the laptop coz she wan use mine -.-" so yeah.. happy belated bday again sis!!! =D

This yrs Nday seems to be such a normal day.. supposed to meet ber cor n cy at 1 at marina mrt there but i left home at 1.. paiseh arhz.. lol.. finally met up at 2+ but we gave up on gg to fly kite due to too black der bus. =x=x.. den we lyke 4 wandaring spirits till we went minds cafe lahz.. lucki we went there.. if not can die of boredom on Nday. missed the fireworks and the crowd tt go with the fireworks.. not realli bad.. in fact.. lyke quite good compared to last yr already.

today went play bball with tewei.. he v pro siaz.. my skills officially rusty ler.. still got abit of the sei but no accuracy and even air balled afew times.. haaa!!! but dunno y oso won't feel real bad lyke last time.. guess she's not the only 1 who changed.. heh.. alryte.. boring myself to tears alr.. gg to e-mail project to tcher now.. zZzZzzZ

ROAR

2007-08-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

If the world has more empathy
Its gonna be a much better place
So y can't ppl juz exercise more empathy and put oneself in another's shoes??
Does it hurts urself when u think for others for a change??
Don't u feel tired wanting everything to go ur way??
Wanting me to do this, me to to tt
Not doing this, not doing tt!!!!
C'mon!!! i've got my own life!!! urrrggghhh!!!

ok!! feeling much better!! =)

2007-08-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Received iap letter ytd. Attached to Hewlett Packard!!! starting work on 3rd sept. sianz lahz!!!! No hols lydat jiu start work ler. zzzz. Still doesn't noe who's attached there with mi but i guess its gonna be juz fine. =)

sighs. 1 sem so fast over and poly sch life is gone. How i missed those days of crapping in class, gossipping in canteen 1 and eating vegetarians in canteen 3 to cleanse ourselves. haaa!!! =x. best memories in poly eh.. haha!! since have best memories there are definitely bad ones. but well.. Not gonna mention any. hee. Just forget the bad ones and move ahead ryte? and if i ever de zui any 1 den i'm sorry. forgive and forget ya?? hahaha. BUT if it so happens tt it can't forgive den juz forget lahz =x =p

oh ya!! my memory is definitely failing mi.. Made 2 blogs today coz i forgot the username as soon as i restarted my laptop upon completion of the 1st one. Can any1 beat tt?? kakaka!!! so horz!!! if i eva made any promises to any1 better remind mi lahz.. coz my memory realli damn jialat liaoz.. hohoho..

random

2007-08-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

nice day nice weather nice song bad mood -.-