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Monday, September 17, 2007-21:29
every thing is falling apart
no strength to save it all..
it was suppose to be a simple outing, a simple gathering, a simple dinner
but everything suddenly became complicated
sighs.. forget it.. ppl changes and so did i..
it had only been such a short tyme n i think i dun even noe myself anymore..
lies after lies i've been telling in HP and i got the feeling tt i'm such a big flirt suddenli..
yucks!! so disgusted with myself.. sighs..
i can't keep giving myself all those pathetic excuses for this change..
coz if i stand strong.. nth can change mi..
sorry for any discomfort tt i've caused to anybody
or any mis-understanding(i hope there ain't any) that i've caused
but to some1 i think my feeling is true..
well.. its juz an "i think"..
Reflect reflect reflect...
hmmm.. every lessons tt i've learnt so far seems to be pointing out onli 1 thing
which is tt every1's gt to be able to stand strong even by themselves
coz nobody will always be free to be able to support u when u're feeling down
not even those closest to u.. and in some cases..
its those closest tt hurts u the most..
Ppl always say to "forgive and forget"
but well.. i can forgive but i will nv forget..
coz it ain't ez to forget lessons learnt the hard way
and i ain't going to do any foolish stunts again..
=)
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